ACT.1 [New beginning ...] =-
Finally got a new website .. was looking at may anne's website and i'm so irritated ! her's was so cool ...Ncc today once again .. so boring and tired.. yesterday talked to adelene .... she was so tired yet she gave up her sleep for me .. pretty touched ....cos i nv found a fren like her .. True frens remains forever !
She was willing to even come down to downtown east on new year's eve to lend me a listening ear cos i told i was going thru a pretty tuf period ... so she kept asking to go down to downtown east .. i told her ..that i really want her to enjoy that very day no matter what ...
Hmm .. as for u ... i dun know .. u are the very very first girl that i dun get impatient with ... trust.. have faith in .... and i seldom flare up bcos of u ... not like my ex ..almost caused me to become mad ... so .. u are indeed special ... i really want u to be with me ... forever ....
Adelene says ... i'm care too much for my gfs.. pamper too much ... she says girls dun really like it .. they become afraid .. perhaps ... think it's quite true .. so how ? i dun know ... haha ..
i'm afraid oso .. that we will drift again since ur school is coming again .. that i have to work .. i maybe going overseas quite often ... ICEP programmes ... how how how ... i dun know .. pretty confused ... but hope we contact each other everyday ... perhaps in the night when both of us are pretty free ...
Hmm ... in the past , i cannot stand u smsing so much cos in the end u have not enuf for me .. but now i understand .. that i cannot restrict u .. cos u will hate it .... so i let it be .. and i nv keep asking u to go out cos i understand , u have your own frens ! so .. can we make it a promise that we spend xmas together and new year with our buddies ? unless u wanna come along oso can ...
Actually was getting pretty unhappy bout u and ur squadmates keep going out and all that ... but i tot ... and reflected .. nah ..... dun be so restricting .. if not .. she wun be happy ... as long as u are happy .. anything goes .... finally , i can understand all these things !
In the past i couldn't .. so it was pretty sad ... for wei ling too when she has to save so much on her hp bill ..but u know ... i just wanna know her better ..so goes the argument ...
so What bout life everyone ? wondering if everyone is going well ....
Anyway , hope to see u soon !
Even if it's just another day that i have to love u .. i'm contented ...
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