rockin' my world.

ACT.43 - Loneliness.

Asked Mum about the dog thingy .. she still said no ... and i checked it out today ... the dog is gone .. people already adopted it .. oh well .. i wonder when she will give dogs a chance .. i don't get it . Why other parents don't even mind dogs ... some children can even just go buy a dog today and boom , tomorrow we start living with a dog . i have asked for a dog since pri 4 .. haizz .

Loneliness is seeping in ... i'm so bored of my life . Life before the o levels was great . i hoped such times can be recalled again in my life . Studying , gym , dragonboat , work , has got me pretty bored . wanna resume my life with basketball , more outings with my friends . haven went out for a very very long time .

Wahaha .. now you know the reasons why i wanna get a dog ? it's much of a companion .. when i come home , i won't face the 4 walls and talk to them ... i wanna have someone to talk to and share my downs and joys . and of course , it can accompany me on my runs to seletar ...

Oh well , mum has always been on the way in the journey to the pet shop . can't wait to get outta NS , start work and get a dog !

Anyway , in my 3 years in poly , if any chance to go overseas for further study comes by , i won't hesitate . Even if i hesitate , my decision will be still to take it . i can't stand Singapore's education . i seriously think i'm wasting my time in poly and NS . it slows a man's career so much . yawnx ... pros and cons . but i think the cons overwhelm the pros too much.

arrrrrrrggggghhh .. tomorrow working again ... sunday also ... haiz .

posted by Ben @ 3/11/2005 10:00:00 PM