rockin' my world.

ACT.82 - Breaking Point .

Went for db training today .. well , i'm kinda sad and demoralised over some issues .. when we were rowing and rowing , the boat seem so so heavy and i was like trying my best , then after that kena scolding from some alumni , wah kao .. not as if my fault or jian sheng's fault lei !

i think i'm not in the men's open team , haiz . only in the IVP team . i see people like jun wei and kok yi in the open and IVP team . the both of us feel so used , cause the other boat gotta have pacers , then the so called lousier boat , sure is the 2 of us lead one loh ... also no choice , hmm ... i think i've gotta use the word Du lan .

Then i train so hard , still so thin , no solid abs , run and run , do so many weights , even resorted to supplements .. still like that . so so demoralised today .

But anyway , after training , jun wei , js and me went to PS , js got his running shoes , and i've got my running pants !haha .. something to be happy about .. oh well , i also not one of the fittest .. so i just take that reasoning to why i ain't in the open's team .

well , haha , i've got very bad bodybuilding genes .. i guess !

ArrrGGGhh ... just study finish , go NS , then go Australia and get on with automotive liao .. can't wait to get outta here .

posted by Ben @ 6/18/2005 11:09:00 PM