rockin' my world.

ACT.176 - loving yourself .

i am so harsh to myself . mentally and physcially . spirtually .

when i'm heartbroken , i hid in my room and bottled everything up . keeping it all to myself . cry if i have to . no matter how much i wanna shout out my feelings , i kept quiet . i put on a brave front , a smiling face in front of others .

when i'm lost , i confided in my blog . and on my own , i walked my path.

when i have done a mistake , i hid in my room and reflected on it . do some soul searching .

when i realised my mistake , i scold myself .

when my limits are already reached , i tell myself to keep going ...

when i needed somebody , and she / he wasn't there , i told myself to be strong and be on my own .

when i needed support , i stood by myself , thinking of rx-7 as my pillar of strength . i told myself i had to go on.

when i am so stressed , i kept going with my work . in fact .. nobody thought of doing anything for me to distress me . maybe that's a gf 's job . i don't know .

when i was fighting the dark side , i kept quiet and fought an impossible battle .

but one day , i'll fall .




that i know . that means mr hong bin will start loving himself from today onwards , even if no one loves him or bring warmth into his life . no one ever tried loving him anyway . =)

to myself : stay strong . hold on . find happiness and stay happy . love yourself =)

posted by Ben @ 8/24/2005 12:27:00 AM