rockin' my world.

ACT.220 - when i'm not around .

bro just came home and ate dinner , i also had maggie mee too .

he told me , you must spend more time at home . watch tv with mum . do more of the housechores .

i haven't bring my family out for a 5 star dinner yet . and bro's leaving in 3 days ! **calculation error , it's thursday , not wednesday .

yup , leave the family to me . =)

mum always worried bout her boy , cause he always seem so distant from the family ever since he joined sec sch . he never talked , during dinner , he never mentioned anything . even with gangsters , with school , with teachers , with friends , with girls .. he kept mum .

that's me i guess . i always keep quiet . cause i never wanna worry my parents . i'm a very quiet boy at home . and sometimes Dad take it out on me . Bro takes it out on me , i just keep quiet . i never fight back . i just let it be ....

family was in a rubbles back in my sec sch days . mum almost gave up . Dad ... faced problems everywhere in his life . Bro ... didn't do well in his studies . me ... messing around in life . i'm so glad , we're the family we are today.

Mum became very understanding . she knows how big his son's dreams are . and she lets him fly . no matter if how much it takes of her and dad , she tries her best . Mum was supportive of everything . Dad just wanted to give me the best .

We had everything once in our lives . and we lost everything . but it all made us appreciate each other more and the value of money more .

Mum went through a lot . a lot . bringing me into this world , seemed like a mistake . But she din give up on me . even if Dad said i was a mistake . i'm so glad .. =)

life got more great when i met may anne in sec sch . made friends and formed a group called lian hua dang . started my ncc career with a band of brothers . next came team huat , purple biscuit , and ngee ann dragonboat team . thank you all for the memories .

as i move on in life , i got shot down many times . Life's crap . but life's great . God brought me into this earth for a good reason . for a good purpose . =)

posted by Ben @ 9/06/2005 12:20:00 AM