rockin' my world.

ACT.248 - erase that memory .

my memory is getting real poor now . could radiation be really the reason ? my memory was good in the past , back in sec 1 days . but i started mass HP chatting on sec 3 ... til today .

i watched initial d ep 3 again , and i find everything unfamiliar . that's impossible ! haha.. and owen told me something bout the movie Anger Management , which i watched 7 or more times , i can't remember . haha ....

i went for financial planning ytd . and the place is so POWER OK ! like 5 - 6 star hotel ... what kind of WORKPLACE IS THAT ??!! haha ... note the place , PARKVIEW SQ . then i was waiting inside for the dude to come out , and i saw ashley [ npdb ] came out from Fly Emirates from the oppposite . haha ... she was surprised . yeah , i'm surprised why i'm wearing POLO tee and jeans and crumpler bag , IN SUCH a environment . i shld have worn more FORMAL !

so i was a NOOB in everything . seriously ~! investment , insurance coverage , what will happen if i die , how am i supposed to reach my life time goals . i did PLAN for my career , but i didn't plan for the $$$ all behind it . the guy was friendly ..but i really wanna apologize to him , cause ... i really know nuts .

i'm tired . really tired . work was BAD ytd . i've learnt something new . china people SPEAK fast , without taking note whether u understand or not , and they are very very kan cheong spiders . Japanese are hardworking , that's good , BUT KAN CHEONG Will only cause more PROBLEMS , if u don't take things slow and STEADY . hai ... such a simple job , can give me so many problems . a bad day . we worked like mad , at production rate to the max . and all these come with cuts all over my arms .

mum's bd tml . planning to go Pariss eat , although it's like 45 bucks per person and the 2 BROTHERS have to pay ?? haha , i insisted on paying . so ... haha . enjoy the meal ,esp DAD !

i miss my past life . when my clan operation zero was active , with the RI kids , with my malaysia friends , and everybody else ... we'll always laugh and have fun .
i miss lian hua dang , bball was our everything . and we wld always hang out , really like a bachelor's grp .

and i wouldn't want everything that has happened , to happen . it was a mistake . i don't know by who .

posted by Ben @ 9/30/2005 03:50:00 PM