rockin' my world.

ACT.330 - my past life .

i miss my past life . My carefree time , the time when i really loved was the time b4 2nd year started . that holiday , when i was just gymming everyday with kok yi and guys . i carried no troubled mind , no worried heart .

i don't know how to grade my life now . whether i hate it , or i love it . I love most of it , but bcos of one person , my life can be so messed up . My day can be spoilt totally . My parents have to see my attitude face when i come back home . i have to quarrel with my 11year buddy , jian sheng .

I don't know how to lead my life .

don't ever tell me that modelling is good .

Apparently , it's something no one except one can really understand except me and jian sheng . Everyone's opinions on it and proposed actions sound so simple, but when it turns to the actual scenario , nothing can work .

well , this obstacle may be too hard to overcome . I'm not too sure whether all this is pre-planned , so i can learn from the experience .

haha , although i always say obstacles may be too hard to overcome , eventually , i would . haha , so let's be on the bright side , that i can get out of this . =)


My day was entirely spoilt . totally . i didn't imagine it would ended up this bad . it's like a carefree swallow , is locked in a cage .

anyway .. i got BRO a designing website job . haha , all this while , i knew Bro is an extraordinary designer guy , so sad that i din see him get the job for Citibank . cause i knew , his standards and skills are competitive in the industry . and i always hoped for a chance to prove himself .... and i think this is one good project to start off. =) Good luck , bro .

posted by Ben @ 1/14/2006 10:10:00 PM