rockin' my world.

ACT.379 - in for a good time.

ok , let's recap what i have done in the hols , DB , GYM , work . haha , i enjoy this holiday much more than the last . the last was HECTIC and crazy . haha .

MR500 tomorrow . well , i'm not gonna ask blessings from God or whatever . what i'm gonna is what i'm gonna get. and i know deep down in my heart what the results will be .

anyway , will be out with the guys tomorrow for seoul garden dinner ! Jia en and Denny treating ! WOOHOO ! Denny's leaving for China , Jia en's bd , as well as he made it to OCS . haha , congrats . OCS is a lifestyle of luxury in the army , plus the studying .

i've been thinking . actually , thinking quite a lot lately . esp about the past . i felt i've committed too many mistakes in the past . and i think immaturity killed me .and even my dearest ones suffered too. well , i still must say , i'm quite naive about a lot of things . and even for now , i'm still committing mistakes which i shouldn't , and next year , i will be thinking why the last year me was so dumb . it's totally a cycle . haha .

well , thinking too much is a bad thing . thinking too much and not letting all the useless tots affect u is another thing.

Let it go.

yeap . just let it go . some times , i grab hold of something too tightly , and many times , no , EVERY time , i lose it eventually . i should take a turnaround in how i lead my life .

Somebody once told me , don't let problems affect u , just don think about it , and you'll be happier . It was something like that .

Most of the times , i know problems are left unsolved right behind me , and they just keep polluting my mind , and i carried a heavy heart and a frustrated mind . and yes , in the end , i couldn't do things right at all . What i've realised is , that leave the problems behind , until when the time comes to solve it , then starts the execution . instead of ur mind hogging on to the tots of unsolved issues . this is how my mind works . i'll be just so stressed out thanks to projects .

well , projects really made me a unhappy person . haha . [ i wondered if Ngee Ann VP reads this ] . haha , lesser projects pls !

what a life . i need lots of soul searching.


the most sophisticated stuff on earth isn't science . it's women.

posted by Ben @ 3/17/2006 11:27:00 PM