rockin' my world.

ACT.452 - you always want what you can't have .

face it . many of us are too selfish . we always want what we can't have , and usually expecting our partners to perform what they can't .

and yeap , you've got it . i'm just your regular , simple , your next door Joe. I can't give much , just love , care and concern . and sometimes , i see that's not enough . the language this world speaks , undyingly shines . that language is money.

well , my mum always tells me . we'll just lead our simple and happy lives . we don't need to be rich to be happy and all that .

we once had our luxurious part of life . and we lost it all . in just a couple of months . But i guess , we're doing fine now , and pretty happy . We might be poor now , so much things that we missed out cause we can't afford , but we still are happy . Whatever extra branded stuff i need , i have to find means and ways to get them myself .

so , who am i to really give u more than love and care . when i'm just a kid at 19 , still struggling with his studies , and having $200 a month . which is barely enough for me to eat and club once a month . or whatever . buffet .

because from once a guy who never did needed to care about $$$ , to a loser with not even a cent in his pockets , i knew how hard it is to get every cent .

but it all doesn't seem enuf for you. you wanted more than just me .

and really ... i think my poly mates know it best . Sometimes , i'm left even without ten cents in my wallet . the only value on me is my EZ link card .

it's ok . i know i'm a poor ass . unwanted by girls . i'm not handsome , i'm not rich , i dun have a car , i dun have a bike , i can't bring my girl to posh restaurants always , i can't buy her designer stuff . and all i give is my heart .

everything is so fucked up , i tell ya . good bye and lead your life with the tons of guys u have .


sigh . what a world . i guess dating has to even stop . it's not working out at all . haha , i think i shld just be content with my gi kian . WAHAHAHA . that sounds so GAY .


anyway , i was chilling out with Sin Wee last friday . haha , caught " just my luck " which i tot initially was a GIRL movie cause you know , u see lindsay lohan and you go , GIRLS movie . haha , it was ok .. but .... =S

haha , it was fun hanging out with her and we have always wanted to meet each other more often , but too busy . haha . i think she's coming to support me this weekend . =) and she's going europe AGAIN for a mth . haha . gonna miss that girl .

and congrats to DLB / isabel for removing her braces ! looking good with that set of teeth i tell ya !

ok , gonna do some bullshit report and it's gonna be SPAIN VS FRANCE . GO SPAIN !

all the way npdb . some fuckers said we ain't gonna make it . i tell ya , we're there. just wait . JUST WAIT .

posted by Ben @ 6/28/2006 12:26:00 AM