rockin' my world.

ACT.464 - what the fuck .

i'm pretty sure i'm in deep shit for this semester .

no.1 , my results ain't that fascinating . 70 odds marks like that . and my practical tests are not impressive .

and i have 2 lecturers prejudiced against me . One is mother fucker , whom have taught us for 3 years .

now i'm so fuckin' worried cause this is my last sem already , i dun wanna ruin it all for my uni dreams . if i dun go to uni , i know my family will be so disappointed and i'll be as good as dead .

my ego killed me . badly .

But what's up with lecturers being prejudiced against students who sleep in every lesson or don do work in classes . COME ON , look at my results . THEY AIN'T there for nothing u know ?

i sleep so what ? i lack sleep always and i have dragonboat and intense physical activity almost everyday , for what fuck ? FOR THE DAMN SCHOOL OK . who gives a fuck about us when we win and bring back glory for the school ?

and when we lose , everybody puts us down . WHAT THE FUCK .

i'll never forgive myself if i can't go to uni bcos of this semester . it's so stupid .

and the school only tries to make our everyday worse . to think that we're training so hard everyday .

sigh .

anyway , i think engineering lecturers are the most stupid . I USE THE WORD , STUPID , cause they are STUPID .

posted by Ben @ 7/22/2006 12:04:00 AM