New Day.
ARH ~ ! Rise and Shine ! New sunday once again ! hope you 'll open your heart to love me once again !
Man .. this new blog creates some prob man .. cannot go to your journal website directly .. like what this wants man ? Haha....
You hoh ! Everyday make me worried sick .. at least tell me that u nv bring hp mah.. i was waiting at the ktv and coffeeshop for your msg .. but nothing came ... bit disappointed lohz ...
Yesterday the group i was with were talking bout you and that guy .. although it was hurting .... sometimes i just have to accept the possible truth .... and i should trust u .. but if what my dear friend .. has said is true .. that u have hidden your inside from me .... then i will be very sad ... i hope you didn't ..
Going overseas in 2 weeks .. damn .... not gonna talk to you for a few days ! but never mind .. i will be busy shopping for your gifts ! haha .... if i can .. get some for my buddies ... gonna work too ! Perhaps in a week or so ...
Whenever i drink .. it means something in my mind is disturbing me ... if not .. my heart is in confused state .. if not ..broken ... troubled .... so .. i will drink .. even though the taste sucks ....
i'm still wondering ... as the song goes " What can i do to make you mine ? Fallen so fast ..so hard ..this time ...what did you say ? What did i do .. how did i fall in love with you ... " when is the day .. i wake up .. to feel you safe in my heart .... i really ..don't wanna give you up ..... but it's all right ..if you still think we can't be together ....
Life is a game of choice ..as andy always say ... you choose your own path ... choose your own happiness .. it's a risk you gotta take ....
i can't take it anymore ... everyone telling me what type of person you may be .. talking bout you and him .. disturbing my trust in you .. i'm trying very hard .. to hold on to that trust .... cause .. i dun trust this world .. only you ...
Now the world is talking bout you and him ..i'm thinking ..why isn't the guy me .... i'm a bastard ... i deserve all the pain i suffered ..or perhaps even more ... i'm so sad .... no one is telling me to hold on .. i stand alone ...
is Life supposed to be so hard for me ? maybe .. but i tell myself ... i must not lose faith .. hold on .... dun let go ! i want you .... one day ... to walk this endless road with me ....
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