rockin' my world.

Confused boy . ~ School , dragonboat , homework , gym , then all over again . When can i get a life ? Bball competition is coming up .. and i haven't been training hard .. too tired and lazy to train le .. ~ Losing friends one by one . Guess it's my ncc buds that i'm most comfortable with .. Thank god for Derrick , js they all .. ~ Love ? what exactly is love ? ~ i'm starting to worry bout my career .. whether i can earn just enuf for my family to live well .. i'm so determined to get a rx-7 .. but can i ? ~ Perhaps i should just lead a normal life .. oh well .. Survival of the fittest . ~ been frustrated lately .. i'm not sad , not happy . just feel like a man without a soul ..~ at least i had a happy day with derrick , edwin and gi kian .. this is like one of the few happiest days i spend in this week .. Poly is miserable ..~ Waiting , Forever waiting . For u .

posted by Ben @ 8/01/2004 02:38:00 PM