rockin' my world.

A world undone .

U know , i ever asked myself in this world , whether i have really good friends or not . Indeed , i have extraordinary friends , friends that really brought joy into my life and forever they will be my buddies , never forget them .

Last year , when the o's were coming , i went studying almost everyday with my ncc buddies , at Changi airport . Marcus , Sebas , Martin , Derrick , Andy , Edwin and Hon Siong .. at that pt of time , i really feel happy .. although studying sucks , but i really enjoyed it ..

Then the o's were over . All of us walk different paths , as i no longer go back to NCC due to my poly , i don't see Marcus , Sebas and Hon Siong anymore ... Martin and Edwin is busy with his o's , derrick with his A's ... but edwin ,derrick and me meet up bout once a week .. still not so bad .. of course , we love to go to the gym , that's why !

Then comes my " Lian Hua Dang " gang , my ex classmates .. we played bball every week or even every day in the past .. but ever since the o's were near or were over , we stopped this routine .. as we were studying or working .. Ever since work started , we drifted apart .. lost interest in bball , i admit , me too , i lost interest in bball once but now i still love it very much .. cause it's part of my life already.

Well , then as i have said again and again , i've lost my best friend . You can say now that i'm left with no one now . My poly mates are just friends , really good friends but we ain't as close as sec sch ones .

My Sec sch friends no longer care bout " Yi Qi " , and whenever we ask them out , lots of excuses come out ..

You know , i will always be there for my friends , i'm sure u guys noticed , but apparently , no one was always here for me . i thought i always had very good friends that i can confide in , share my joy or share my downs , but apparently , they are invisible images .

I don't know whether heaven wanna prove that true friends don't exist or what but i believe , true friends do , brotherhood does exists . i'm still the same old guy , who goes anywhere for my friends , who does anything for my friends , i'm still .. the Ng HB u guys know .

Say , haha , why am i talking bout all this anyway ? Thanks to Ci Yu la .. haha .. Just wanna tell u that , there are true friends in this world , there'll be always someone who will be there for u , to share ur joy , share ur downs , cheer u up . All u have to do is wait for such a person to come by . This world maybe cruel , but it still can be beautiful ! haha .. er .. talking too far le ba ?

well .. i'm in PWA class doing this .. haha .. saw her ytd .. Heaven's on my side man ! haha .. hope he really is !

Gotta go .. i'm feeling so tired ... and i got top in the class for CIP ! when i nv study at all! Woo hOO !!

posted by Ben @ 9/07/2004 08:27:00 AM