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ACT.86 - Lion Heart.

Lion heart represents great strengths and courage .

i wish i would have a Lion Heart . Besides , i also wished to have the horoscope of the Leo . i wanted to be someone strong . who can stand by himself . who could live this earth by himself .

But i'm just the opposite . i can't stand alone .

Well , i apologised to Wei Ling for the way i treated her in that relationship , i'm not sure whether she accepted my apology , but it's all over . i can't turn back time .

There is a period of time , when everyone will go through the worst of his time . it happened to me last year . But after that incident , i discovered more about myself . or maybe i've changed .

i can't forgive and forget . i'm such a person that bear grudges .

If only i didn't do something stupid last year , all these wouldn't have happened . we could have still lead our lives as we did b4 , or even better . So much changed . for the better and the worse .

Then i realised . i was alone .

i don't care about my guardian angel or a gf anymore . i think i can only rely on the Rx-7 . oh well ... i'm sure i can depend on it . i just wanna get through NS and go become a racer . get outta of this world and live in that fantasy world , with only me and rx-7 . where the fastest and the furious survives .

i'm a cruel and ruthless guy . darkness sometimes falls upon light in me . if i wanted to harm u , i have my ways .. to slowly torture u . make life difficult for u.

But deep down , i don't wanna be so evil . i don't know what's in me that gives me such thoughts . Dear God , please keep the light in me shining bright . don't let it overcome me .


anyway , i have been chosen to row for tomorrow's race . against Hong kong team , NTU , NUS and the rest of the strongest teams in singapore . it's such a tough chance . Believe . Trust in one another . Do my best tomorrow . i know , you told me , the power of belief .

next week july's race . that's the race we have been waiting for . Ngee Ann , work hard . it's now or never .

posted by Ben @ 6/24/2005 03:26:00 PM