rockin' my world.

ACT.138 - believe in me.

i've realised quite a lot lately .

there's a lot if still have to accomplish , to be a better man .

Anyway , in life , because everyone is groomed and had different influences in the society , we can't expect the other party to do or react what we want them to , or simply just say it , we can't expect them to be what we want .

Yup , life's hard . It's hard on me , it's hard on you , it's hard on everyone in fact . everyone out there , is eating crap from God ! but that doesn't mean i should fall . That only mean , i should get stronger .

In reality , we don't get what we want most of the times .But what we can do , is just to deal with it . but you can run away if u want to , you have 2 choices .

i've been troubled , but come on boy , if you're so troubled , you'll never be able to move on ! you'll be stuck down here . When there's a will , there's a way . Don't think bout it , pick yourself up , GET moving ! throw everything in the past behind !! besides , God sent you an angel already , so the more you should appreciate !

Today , i was in a foul mood . [ AGAIN ! ] lol ... but i've got better . it seemed like heavy rain with lightning and dark clouds . But i just put on my PT gear , and ran . I've got wet of course . but as i was one third of the journey , the rain got bigger . I told God : " 5mins !!! that's all i need ! " then a thunder replied right away .

I floored the pedal [ like as if got pedal sia ! lol .. ] and ran faster .. neglecting of my pain and systems . Then Suddenly .. the rain got smaller and became nothing . Is it a miracle ? the rain that seemed like a huge storm , disappeared . it could be a coincidence ..but whatever it is , i completed my run and it sort of remove my frustration .

now back to my work . no excuse . tomorrow Nafa test , i must jia you . prayin' for ya ;)

posted by Ben @ 8/03/2005 03:07:00 PM