rockin' my world.

ACT.251 - meant to be .

am i a workaholic ? today have training , and i kinda feel weird cause i'm not working . maybe i don't get to see my buddy edwin ... but . i just feel so SIAN for today.

kristie mentioned something about my social life . hmmmm ... i do agree , life shldn't be only about Dragonboat , work , sleep , eat , studies . in fact ... that's a pathetic life . but , this is the life i'm leading . i don't have social groups that love to hang out and talk during coffee or hang out at pubs .

i don't have friends that love to shop , or have dinner at Cafe cartel and so on . and sad to say , my social group is only made up of guys . never in my life , they involved girls .

i wanna enjoy my young days too . but apparently , i'm not making use of it . oh well .. bu i do love life . =) that's for sure ! i love work too . now that it's holidays , i'm so bored .

i take a look back . and i feel so foolish for the 18 years of my life . bcos of these past 6 years .

posted by Ben @ 10/02/2005 08:22:00 PM