rockin' my world.

ACT.344 - the story of an Efini rx-7 man.

I've just caught I not Stupid 2 with my family . I must say ... i feel it's a not bad movie .. most probably .. because i have a connection with it . My family and i , are 2 distant objects .

From small , we were never neglected , me and my bro . Both my parents worked in the morning and afternoon , morning was school for me and my bro , then grandpa would take care of us until the evening . I could never forget my times with him , how much he loved me and whatever i wanted , he would get it for me . haha , a gentle reminder , both my grandfathers are huge triad society members in the past .

When i cried , Dad would look for one person . MY BROTHER ! haha , Mum told me back then ... he would whack my bro if he did anything to me . She said , i was spoilt by my dad .

We were rich back then. $$$ was nothing . I have whatever a kid wants . [ Even for now . =) haha . ]

You know what , until now , i have not did my parents proud . Got into trouble , went against them , studies were pathetic , even for Primary school . My mum tot it was great .. but i knew exactly how my form teacher felt . She felt i could have done much better. I didn't even feel all that happy like my mum on PSLE release day .

Never ever a Meet the Parents session was easy . " Hong Bin can always do better. " , " Hong Bin talks too much in class ." , " If only he is hardworking , he's not stupid u know ." , " Does your child have enough sleep ? Why does he sleep in every class ? "

Then Finally , when i thought much about it in sec 4 , i wanted to make my parents proud by aiming for a goal in life . Carving my way to be a pilot . But my dreams got smashed right on O level's day .

Because i wasn't sensible , i've suffered and did many wrong things in my life . Family crisis when i was in sec 1 and 2 . Dad gone , Mum wanted to leave us . and it was all thanks to one person who held everything together ... my Bro .

Not until a few years ago , then i've realised my parents' love for me . One day i was looking across my shelf , and there was new unopened Automotive Magazine . Being the stupid me , i din realised , my Dad bought it for me . Mum got automags for me too . Bro got me my Rx-8 and got it to me on my BD , even though he was in Camp .

Haha , the past me was also very negative and pessimistic too . and one person had to suffer it all . I shan't repeat who that is. =) i can't believe there's someone on this earth that can tolerate such crap .

I've change so much at the age of 18 . i'm beginning to work towards my goals , through the encouragement of Da Jie ~ She was the one that presented the realistic image in front of me . I was in the midst of ultra deep shit subject , love , but she showed me the way out . Thanks Da Jie .

There's one thing i really wanted to say , at the Presentation of the medals in River Regatta . To the guys , i'm sorry for neglecting Dragonboat and you guys for someone . I thought it was worth it ... but it was a grave mistake . Thank You all , for forgiving me . =)


much consideration have been done on a certain decision . i guess i'm going for it then .

posted by Ben @ 1/29/2006 11:39:00 PM