rockin' my world.

ACT.383- when i get lost.

when i got lost , that someone was always there . always there to hold my hand and guide me .

when i couldn't get over heartbreaking issues , she revived me . when i was totally blinded by love until i can't see what's wrong and what's right anymore , she shook sense into me . haha , and when i got lost in this crazy world , she showed me the way . thanks bestie , you've always been there .

Recently , i've gotten into a complex . conflicts with the heart and mind . i knew if i went on with the devil inside of me , many would be disappointed . bcos it only showed i have lost faith and gave in . well , a rather huge dispute within me .

Dad's miserable job ended today . HOORAY ! no more stress or tempers from his boss . cause he's the boss right now and the only temper anyone can throw , is him when he comes back home and we suffer for it . haha , used to it . But like father like son , the 2 brothers are not spared of such a bad characteristic . the only angel in the house is my mum . haha , suffer all the shit from the 3 of us .

but when dad's job ends , that means i can't borrow his lorry to drive this SUNDAY to oliver's house . WHAT THE HECK ! i very much need a vehicle cause his house is such a toughie place on earth to get to . =( and i missed driving .

yeap , flashes of memory keep appearing in my mind like as if God was on the projector showing me slideshow of the past , within my brain . Well , that is no wonder why i always told heartbroken ones to keep themselves occupied , to prevent all sorts of solitary activities including "thinking too much" .

Life is great and i wonder how's denny at China . Where is our dear Gi kian . How is he doing , what is he doing . we were so close , that people tot we were gay . haha , he would make a great GAY partner , but too bad we are straight boys who loved hot babes . lol . i hope no secondary sch mates just saw that . =)

Valentine's day would no longer be Lian Hua Dang's reunion dinner as time goes by , the boys grew to become men , and start dating girls they liked and got together with them . well , it's ok , the guys like me ,jx , and tx will always have each others' company . FOREVER AND EVER k . =)

training tml . i missed the times . inter poly race , june race , sava sprint . i miss dragonboat.

posted by Ben @ 3/30/2006 01:58:00 AM