ACT. 2 [ For you .. i try to be perfect . ]
People always say ... they are not perfect .... they make mistakes .. so they are to be forgiven but no ... for you i try to be perfect ..so that i dun hurt you in any way .. make you happy always ...i've told myself ... for you to be happy .. even letting you go , i'm all right with it .. all i just have to do .. is to lie ... to myself ... to my heart ... and run away from reality ...
so tell me .. are u happy with him ? are you happy with me ? i need to know these answers ....
So what does this world wants from me when i'm trying my best ..... i'm already very tired .. but i'm still trying ...
perhaps .. i should not be the man that i am now ... stop loving everyone .. take others fro granted .. in this way .. i wun be so hurt ...
i just wanna spend my life with u .... is that so hard to get ? i dun know .. but the answer lies in heaven ... only he knows ... run away ..is what he always try to tell me ... from the truth .. facts .. the real world ...
hai yao duo jiu wo cai neng zai ni shen bian .. i ask myself this everyday ... i wonder will i ever see you again ? ni hui deng dai hai shi li kai ? or will you be like what the song goes ... in the end .. you still left .. is it ?
i know i shouldn't say much.. but from now onwards .... i try not to tell u how i really feel ..cos that will hurt you more ... so what is really in my heart .. will be in here ... i just have to keep it all inside .. no matter how hurt i am ... no matter just how much more my heart breaks ...
i wake up every morning ..cold .... wishing there to be warmth in my heart ... as the song goes .. wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou
dan pian pian yu jian jian
da dao wo kan ni bu jian.... the closer we get ... the further we will drift ... we just can never get together again .... why did heaven plan it in such a way ? i wanna know ...
yes .. you sometimes think you dun really know me ... i agree.. cos even i myself is confused ..bout who i am ... i just wanna find out .. who really i am ...
People tell me this .. tell me that ...even my own bro .... but .. i'm still holding on .. i dun know how much longer i can hold ..but i just try my best ... tired .. too tired ... my lifeline is running out ...
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