rockin' my world.

ACT.87 - i believe .

i went down to bedok reservoir after seeing a doc ... of course i've got a little better . Then Ah Huat tell me .. today you're not gonna row , you rest . it's just a small race .

i was a little disheartened of course ... but i knew , my limit is only one set . i can't go any more than that ... so it was right for him to decide that way .

Then when the men's are about to go down for the semi-finals .. Ah Huat asked " Ben , you wanna row ?"

Cause i was still dreaming ... then i replied " Ok loh . "

Then everyone was like " WHAT OK LOH ??!! MUST SAY YEAH !!!! " lol .. i was really happy that everyone was willing to give me a chance .

I was worried .. that i can't give my standard . but i tried my best . and i did ..

We were 2nd , we lost to commando though . but it was a good set .

Then came the Men's final . i really hoped Ah Huat would put me down . But he didn't . i was quite disheartened then .. cause i know , i've still got strength ! i still can row !

Shun de was like telling me , u tell ah huat lah ... i replied : " nah .. he wouldn't place me . "

The men's came back in third , losing National team and NJC . they were happy and joy was in the air . while i was sad . i wanted to row . i wanted to give my best .

Then today morning ,i am sick , with something new , high fever . i guess i already did my part yesterday . well , it's time for me to concentrate on getting well . gonna miss training today . the last training .

Next week is July's Race . all that we were aiming for . gonna do my best and have no regrets .

posted by Ben @ 6/26/2005 08:17:00 AM