rockin' my world.

ACT.140 - Life is beautiful .

hmm , i've thought bout it . thanks , purple biscuit . really . it made me think a little .

Yeah , you were right , make the best out of everything you have . uh - huh , understand .

it wasn't a mistake knowing you . it was a blessing . it was a prayer answered . thank God for everything . i know , smile and look forward ! and yeah , i look forward to spending more time with you , you just make my day .

hmmm , Rx-7 aka FD . i miss you .

haha , shi fu already gave me an answer i needed to know .about my love life. it's better than nothing though . it was just like , God telling it to me myself .

but what i can do , is to reflect and think bout that answer given to me , and accept it . it's already decided , it's my destiny . there's nothing i can change bout my fate . so accept it .

Be happy . i wanna be happy from today onwards . i wanna feel once again in my life . i wanna spend my life , like in the past , smiling and laughing everyday with my ncc budds and lian hua dang . i was really happy within , that time .

Mum got worried the other time bout me . the day i went crazy . i guessed it was very shocking for my family to take . hmm ... i'm a fortunate boy to have such parents , and a bro . i was borned with such loving parents , and a bro , who's destined to help me . no matter what , no matter what i do , he'll be there to help me , to get me out of trouble .

So the more , i can't be a burden to him . he has his life to lead , i have mine . i cannot be the spoilt or pampered kid i used to be . this has to change !

purple biscuit , i promise you this . i'll be myself once again . i won't lose myself again . =)

posted by Ben @ 8/04/2005 02:04:00 PM