rockin' my world.

Back ~ first thing , i tot it was the end of the world man ! The plane said there were some winds so the flight got delayed then when the plane took off , it sure shook a lot and it was so scary man ! The whole trip , the plane was shaking so guess that no one can sleep ? haha ... ~ hmm .. didn't really really really enjoy my trip ... a lot was on my mind ..a lot ... and it's all bout u , was missing quite a lot .. and i tot it thru ... whether we can click and all this ... but forget bout it . i don't need to tell everything ... but yup , it was pretty cool la ... was so eager to get home ! i told my bro the first day of the trip , i can't wait to get home and he say SIAO !! yup .. pretty crazy lohz ... bought lots of stuff for my frens ... ~ Er .. i'm very sorry to say this ... you guys may think that i have fallen in too deep .. that i have fallen into this endless pit .. never able to get out ... yes .. i have fallen into this very deep pit .. and whether i can get out ... it's very hard to say . And one thing ... i have a good feeling ... that i can never be the man i was .. that's very sad to hear but ... it's true .. and i'm pretty upset with that ... and i'm afraid that people may mind that i have changed and may have some opinions or what ... Sorry , don't blame me if i can't be the man i was in the past ... cause so many swords have just pierced thru my heart .. i can hold on ... but some damages in life .. is permanent ... Sad to hear but .. it's true ... unless an angel comes by and save me ...

posted by Ben @ 1/25/2004 11:39:00 PM