rockin' my world.

pierced in the heart by one sword ~ i feel like a knight without a sword ... trying to save u with no weapon .. it's impossible ..so i got pierced in the heart .... can't breathe anymore .. dying and in the end ... i can't save u .. i cannot .. be your knight in shining armor anymore ..i have failed . i am trapped alone in this world , just like what happened to Squall at the end of the story , after the war with the soceress .. he went to a different world from all his friends , helpless ... he just tries his best .. and walk and walk ... hoping there will be an exit . Fortunately .. someone was there to save him .... but is there someone to save me ? will my fate be the same as him or will i suffer a tragic end in the story ? ~ don't find me childish talking bout an Fantasy story ... cause Final Fantasy 8 changed me .. i have such mindsets and thinking is because of the game . it really touched me ... and changed me . Hui xuan and wan xin , this probably explains why i have said those things to u all , u probably think that it's pretty crazy to come from such a man , but it's true .. no one lives forever , so we should at least cherish time with them .. ~ i just wish for you that u will find happiness ..for life ... so heatbroken to see you going through all this.. so sad that u have to cry somemore ... i want u so smile .. always . Never a moment that u will feel depressed or whatever ... let me hold ur hand to bring u to somewhere far away ..no cruelty , no pain .. no worries , just we 2 . together always ...

posted by Ben @ 1/19/2004 11:48:00 AM