rockin' my world.

Forgive and forget ~ in this life ... we should not bear grudges against anyone who has done a mistake but not has changed .... forgive and forget . Never forget this . Like wan xin , i admitted i hated her a lot in the past but now , what for hate her anymore now that she has changed ? So people .. forgive and forget ! And colin was a guy i didn't like so much in the past .. but now that he has also changed , i don't blame him anymore ... Wei Ling has let me down so much , i have forgived her on the very day we broke up . My dear brother has treated me so bad in the past and he still treats me bad , but i forgive him for all his mistakes .. cause after all , he's still my brother , the one who loved me so much when i was small , the one that pulled the family together when my dad was not around . No matter what he do , no matter whether he slapped or whacked me how many times ( cause he's temper is as bad as mine but til now , he never really whack me but almost did ) , he will still be my beloved brother . So people .. do appreciate your siblings ... especially this girl i know , you know who u are . Please please , don't wish your brother to go away soon , for god's sake he's your bro ! we are all humans , we create mistakes and perhaps he is not mature yet . i was like him when i was a little smaller , giving attitude to my bro ... hating him wishing him to go away ... so please .... don't let go of your family . Your friends are the ones that may let u go when u really need them but remember , your family will never ! ~ So please .. forgive people , don't keep the wrongs of them in your heart .... like for U , you could have done quite some wrongs to me but still , i'm not letting go of you yet and i dare to say .. perhaps never . it's just that.... i feel that i should not keep these all in my heart cause it has all happened and what for cry over spilled milk ? all i want is for u to be happy .. so how can i do that with all these heavy burdens in my heart ? So i let them all go and i bet i have let u down some times yeah ? and for you to forgive me ... i'm happy . Cause i have my weaknesses... and they are great weaknesses ( e.g temper ) .. and i'm happy that u understand ... and for you to give up all your time to talk to me .. my crap .. my personal stuff , happy that u gave up all your time all these years for me . i'm very grateful ... no matter what happens , u will always be an angel in my heart .. and i hope you will be the only one cause in my life , there will only be 2 , you and my wife .. get what i mean ? i really do wish that u become who u are once again ... happy .. smiling and i hope me myself , to become the original man that i was , so i can be there for u once again .. to make u smile and laugh ... never to leave your side ~ !

posted by Ben @ 1/19/2004 01:04:00 PM