rockin' my world.

i don't know ...

so .. what's my decision ... my heart tells me ... hold on .. my mind tells me .. other wise .. but now i have decided .... i was supposed to guide her .. to be a better girl ..to be a better person .. ermm ... GF arh .. let's take a look on how we treat each other first .. then we know the answer .. i'm not tryin to humiliate u or what ..but really .. even my cousin says .. she dun even treat u as her best fren ! but i still have to hear your side .. dun accuse u for nothing ..

Cos .. i was saying all this while ... why didn't u call me and all that .. i dun wan history to repeat ... since we rely on msg now .. i hope u drop a msg to tell me what u are doing .. where u are .. ur plans .. all that k ? when u are free and available then do that .... don't u notice that every morning u would see my msg ? cos .. it's pretty sweet to wake up seeing such msgs ... i always get disappointed to wake up .. see nothing on my hp ...

And remember .. i will never give up on you .. unless u create another drastic mistake .. then we will say ... but i will never ever give up ... just want to let u know ..hope u get back to your original self ... and one thing .. why are u still meeting him ? really ... for what ? dun flare up after i say this .. if u cannot be mean here then why can u be mean to ignore me all these years ? i am trying my best not to be petty or selfish and all that ... but .. i'm really going beyond my limits ... i hope u understand what type of person scorpio is .. it's my nature yet i go against it .... plus .. u know me best ! btw .. the whole world is telling me to give up on u ... saying all this and that .. but i will nv allow all these to enter my heart ... i will follow it ...

posted by Ben @ 1/10/2004 12:38:00 AM