rockin' my world.

Great Great Great ... ~ The worse thing i ever can imagine ... i got into Digital Media Design !! What the heck .. same as my bro ... why ain't i in Aerospace !! Why !! At least give me logistics engineering and mgt mah ... give me what course ... what the heck !! man man ... although i'm into graphics and all that stuff , i really can't draw !! then how am i supposed to pass the first year ? And the worse it ... my bro also that course !! Dumb lo .... ~ Damn leh ... i really ain't happy !! haiZ ... what to do ... my results la .. who ask me didn't study very well ... i have only myself to blame ... ArrrGGGhh ! i better go overseas and study mechanical engineering ( cars ) ... ~ very very disappointing leh !! God ... sure loves to play with me man !! First , i can't go into aeronautical ... second , can't get into aerospace ... then now this !! Although people ask me go into this course cause got a lot of babes ... but i don't give a shit bout babes !! i only care bout my interests and career .... ~ and my friends all not in Nyp lo ... what the heck ... ~ So may anne ... i see that u are falling and falling deeper into the pit ... Good luck then . i see that .. only God can make u change ur mind . But apparently , God allows u to make ur own decisions and suffer / enjoy the consequences later .... i really .. don't know what's wrong with ya man !! what is it gonna take for u to leave that man .. must u wait til .. the day he says , he don't even love u at all ,perhaps he's after ur body or what the crap .. then u are happy ?? By then , please , don't look for me , i will probably condemn u more . Go thru that road urself if it comes .... ~ Had some great time at Sentosa that day ... but the thing is that ... the guys and girls don't really play together .. it's perhaps bcos we ain't that close ... if we are close .. then there's probably lots of stuff we can do together ... ~ Yes yes ... i'm still on my search for that girl .... still haven't seen anyone yet ... and i don't feel like aiming for my classmates once i get into poly ... ~ Ok .. that's all ... if it's digital media design i'm going , then let's get it on !! take care everyone ...

posted by Ben @ 3/20/2004 11:57:00 AM