rockin' my world.

i thought ... i could love again ... but .. i've just found out that .. my heart is too damaged .... i can't love anymore ... ~ Ok .. now i'm left with no one again .. That girl that i tot .. was just a lie sent from Heaven .... ~ Great ... life is full of lies ... sickening lies .. God ? is there ever really someone call god ? really keeps me thinking ... ~ i really feel like running now .. just run and run ... endless road .... there will be no end ...the only time i feel warmth .. was during my baby days .. since .. i have never really felt it again ... i just wanna hug someone now .. and know how it feels like ... to know that this world is not so cold ... ~ The pit is never ending .. i'm still falling ... deeper and deeper ... god never did send an angel to bring me back up ... ~ What sins have i done ? Tell me ... to suffer all these ? at least , if u are not gonna send someone down to love me , let me be happy ! let me feel warmth and love in this world ... by my friends .. everyone ... u take everyone from me ... then u wanna leave me with nothing ? what do you want from me .. my mind , body , soul ? ~

posted by Ben @ 3/15/2004 09:44:00 PM