rockin' my world.

Fantasy or reality .. ~ 2 days since i saw u . 3 days since we talked . And i'm missing you badly . Guess i finally found my answer . And i wanna tell it to u so much . ~ then i wonder .. if u feel the same ? do u miss me ? I hate for the reason for forbidden love to be constraints . Forbidden love .. is there really such a thing ? That u can't be together with the person u love no matter how deeply u 2 loved each other .. Guess it's the saddest thing . ~ if only we could Fly away from here , to another world , with only u and me , forget whatever bad memories we had , only bring along the good ones ... ~ perhaps ... i'm under a curse all this while . For 4 -5 years ... i have been under this curse . Whoever i'll be together , i won't last long with them . Whoever i liked , will not feel the same . it's too much of a coincidence . But don't let me know if the curse is set by God . ~ Hmm .. ridiculous ? yeah .. a little .Really driving myself crazy ... ~~ Yesterday , i've found out a little more bout the world . And i'm very disappointed with this world that i am in .. People's dark sides get revealed ..and it's a little too shocking for me to take . Misunderstandings due to assumptions . Concluding b4 the actual truth is found out . But how disappointing can this world get , everyone still lives on . i will still walk this road of my life . And how much i wish u can walk with me . ~ hmm , my blog too emotional or serious sometimes shi ma ? yeah .. it really sounds a little too emotional or serious .. haha .. no la , it's my kind of style . I don't add hahas or hehes in the middle . ~ I don't wanna do anything now . The only thing i wanna do is to talk to u soon ...

posted by Ben @ 5/16/2004 02:40:00 PM