rockin' my world.

Resurrection of the Rx-7 . ~ it has been a week since i said that promise .. since i played initial D . Today went to arcade again .. Saw this Lvl 11 guy Intergra DC2 .. wanted to challenge him but this guy came in .. and he's a Lvl22 integra Dc2 .. lvl11 guy lost ... and i came in .. was thinking .. do i stand any chance in winning this guy ? Took a look at his racing records .. and i was like .. hey .. i 'm four seconds faster ! ~ Boost on option was switched on .. this guy .. thought i had no chance in winning him .. he was damn wrong .. i lost in the end .. it has been quite some time i have played .. so within this 1 week .. i lost my skills .. it's ok , besides , he's a lvl22 . i'll be back to take my revenge .. ~~ i was a silly boy i realised .. i thrown away all my hard earned money for a girl .. was it worth it ? ~ it was certainly hard earned .. i was working quite hard at the company to meet our target .. and it wasn't easy .. Guess it's just a lesson learnt . don't know how she felt bout what i did ... perhaps cold . Oh well .. ~~ Back to my racing world , back to my one man world , back to my crazy world . ~ sad , depressed , angry of course ... so disappointed with myself .. ~ Oh well ..so it's still Rx-7 and me in the end is it ? Will i be single all my life and just Rx-7 to accompany me ? Perhaps ... ~ What is it that girls want i wonder ? i don't blame them anyway .. ~ I tell myself .. to take it slow next time . Not to go woo the girl directly .. just allow nature to come in .. Let time play a part too ... ~ Pain was all i felt not too long ago . I hated life back then . I never had a new life . and i want to start afresh now . Just a angel .. i ask for heaven to send down .. to heal all the wounds that have created permanent scars in me .. ~ i wonder .. and i wonder ... what's up with heaven ..

posted by Ben @ 4/23/2004 07:46:00 PM