rockin' my world.

There was a man , a lonely man . Who lost his love .. A heart that cared .. That went unshared . And solitiare's the only game in town .. and every road he takes , takes him down .. And by himself it's easy to pretend .. He will never Love again . And keeping to himself he plays the game .. without her love , it always ends the same . While life goes on around him everywhere , he's playing solitaire ... And through the night .. his sleepless nights .. his eyes are closed .. His heart is broken . And by himself it's easy to pretend .. She's coming back again . ~ Solitaire by Clay aiken .. really love the concept of the song .. and love the song .. ~ Another day .. went to school ... played basketball with my friends today ... really loved the time i spent with them .. ~ My horoscope ytd said that i have to be mentally prepared for something ... and yes .. ytd was indeed a bad day .. i saw someone .. who i did not wanna see ever in my life again . Guess it's just a bad day .. ~ Wan hua and edwin , glad what u guys are doing for me , Thanks . But .. i really don't wanna do it this way . And .. i don't think i will like her , since there are so many many constraints , like what Wan hua told bout me , it's totally impossible . I'll just be getting myself hurt again ... i know what u guys are tryin to do . But although i really want someone new .. but let's take it slow and easy k ? Fate .. Destiny .. Heaven above , will do it all . When sometime i see someone i really like .. i know what i should do . My taste is pretty hard to understand .. those who may be very very pretty to me .. but i won't want her . I like girls who look pure .. innocent and all that . She may not be very pretty .. but .. u know u know ? just weird la me ... ~ i believe in that sentence " Without her love , it always ends the same ... " can u guys get why is that song called Solitaire ? i was like thinking .. what type of song is this man ? u mean that Windows Game arh ? solitaire .. but when i go think bout it .. then i finally understood . It's my fav song now .. also like the song Bao feng yu by toro , i know .. u guys have a lot opinions bout him , i'm no exception k ! but i really like that song , gives me a very carefree feeling ? dl the mtv and u will know ... ~ Wanna say sorry to pei wen .. promised to give u ur present today .. but i can't find a chance to give u ... But next time i come to school , u can be assured that u get it ... Sorry ! But i did bring ur present .. i didn't forget k ? ~ I've found out .. that my real buddies lie in ncc ... they are the ones who made my life real meaningful .. really love them . i wanna be in contact with them all my life . Remember guys ? We are the Brothers 7 ... actually 8 or 9 liao la .. haha .. ~ So how's everyone doing ? haven't been in contact with much of my friends liao .. Hope all of us can find friends in Poly ... Hope everyone can achieve their dreams .. Me too .. i have a dream .. many dreams in fact . Pilot . Car Engineer . Car racer . ~ i've another option now .. was reading the newspaper one day .. and i saw this course offered in Australia . Automotive Engineering . Is that it ? i ask myself ... I really hope to follow my passion .. really i do . Just too worried bout my parents ... bout everything . It's sad if i have to leave Singapore for some time ... Cause i love this place . My friends ... everyone . ~
Just wanna tell everyone to take care ... If anything knocks u down .. be sure to stand up again .... Take care .

posted by Ben @ 5/08/2004 05:57:00 PM