rockin' my world.

is there anyone hearing me .. Been chased by Reality all my life . Guess it's just another roadblock this time ard .. ~it's over . we've finally sorted everything out . ~ indeed i've said some cruel words .. but it's just to make her give me up .. i'm not the man she would want . she would hate me eventually i guess .. ~ i've changed . my character has been destroyed ever since that incident .. was that incident that scary ? to change me as a man .. to a stranger ? oh .. everything's over . to let go and move on .. ~ I feel .. like i'm a soldier .. given the command to silence my commander ... knowing that i can't .. ~ another detour in my life .. So when is that someone or something gonna come down to heal me ? i suffered ... for nothing ! but at least i'm glad i can stand firm now and make a decision .. no regrets . ~ God gives everyone chances .. i can see from his actions . But .. can he give me those chances ? if he's testing me .. this is too big a test . ~ for now , i concentrate in fulfilling my dreams .. This love . i will not remember . ~ Realitymonster . i'll change my fate .

posted by Ben @ 7/01/2004 08:55:00 PM