rockin' my world.

Another day . Another night . Here without u . ~ Just had a few games of bball after work .. bit tired now .. but still gonna write some entry .. Haven't been updating lately .. ~ Eric left my workplace liao .. comes a new man .. Richard !! he's currently waiting for NS .. so he has come to join me . Hmm .. he's pretty interesting .. i tot he was some punk ..but when he opened up today .. seem like there's many things we can share .. ~ Where did that drive of my life went to ? ya .. in the past i had initial D .. but now ..even initial D doesn't fulfil my life anymore ... ~ Just now the basketball game .. had a game with some people around our age .. there's this very thin guy .. I reject him quite some times .. then he say Foul .. hey hey .. u sissy shi ma ? Haiz .. should have handled u one on one .. reject every ball u shoot man .. Stupid guy . Kill u next time man . ~ hmm .. i have nothing to complain bout my life .. only that .. it's too smooth going. No excitement .. no obstacles .. no nothing man !! ~ Oh ya .. mum found out bout my bank a/c .. And boy was she mad ! haha .. the other time i spent quite a lot on one girl ... so hence the result of the extremely big hole in the bank !! Was planning to slowly earn back the money .. but .. mum found out too early . ~ I don't wanna lie to her . so i just went home to face the music . All i can do , is to slowly earn back ... i'm so tired of life . Work . NCC . get me all outta this . ~ NCc .. my 2nd major concern ... haiz .. i don't wanna say anything here .. tongues will wag man ... ~ I can't wait to go to poly .. Perhaps get myself a CCA ... ~ Richard ,eric and me talked bout Bikes and cars today ..he said he used to earn a bike .. and says it costed $4000 ... I'm very attracted to the idea of earning a bike .. but i better restrict myself . i know myself . NEEd for speed . I will die . So i better don't think bout it although going to Ngee ann maybe a little inconvenient .. ~ i feel like giving up everything now . Don't pursue anything anymore ... i'm so tired .. so tired . I just wanna be with my friends , my family , and if i have , my girlfriend .. all i wanna spend time on is these people and my studies . No other than that . ~ i'm losing that Faith already ... it's running out soon ....

posted by Ben @ 5/21/2004 10:37:00 PM