rockin' my world.

That's it . It has to end . My heart can' take it anymore . And i don't wanna know . Endless story . ~ So tired lately .. what's wrong with me ... Got to work tml too .. sianz !! all my friends are going to edwin's hse to watch soccer .. while i can't go ... gotta wake up at 6 tml .. SUNday leh .. sort of family day .. man ... i hate working . I rather study ... ~ Having probs with my bro again ... haiz .. problems never seem to end . Laptop is back .. with a SCRATCH . what the heck man ... ~ EVeryone is not coming online lately ... what's going on ? ~ Hmm .. i guess u are not even reading my blog . i'm glad i did resist , that i did not pop that qn . I would be the one who suffer . I don't know what u mean by u try to squeeze out time for me , but i don't think u did ur best . i don't wanna hear ur explanations anymore . Pointless . ~ If a girl and a boy were to be together .. and the girl have no time for him .. u guys think is it worth to contiunue ? Man .. fireworks right outside my hse .. what's going on ? back to the story .. And the worst part is , she claims she has no time and she is trying her best ... it ain't true . i don't know what the heck is wrong with her . but if this is the case , she may anytime put her career in front of her fiance . Sorry . u ain't the one . and i know i have to leave and i wanna leave . Lead ur own life from now on ... u gave me up . not me . ~ Edwin's driving me crazy bout this girl he wanna intro me ... wah lao eh !! aiya .. someday bring me go see her la . so simple . sickening lehz .. haha .. ~ Hmm .. the story is rather complicating , lazy to explain it ... and u can call it dumb too . VEry dumb . can't believe i'm still trapped in shit for so long . almost 6 months plus le . in total hell . Unable to recover . can this stop ? ~ A new life . i need a new life . without u . ~U know .. actually i wanted to make a real nice present for ya .. cause i gave u shit for ur bth ... i came up with this idea which is totally cool and sweet .. but as time goes by , my mind has made up . i'm not gonna do it . wasting my time ... that present would take 2 weeks to complete and i told myself nahz ... ~ may anne , i think u know what i'm about to say . i still can't forgive u . i don't wanna be a loser , who has made a decision and yet doesn't tell u . Accept it . Go on with ur life without me .. ~ if u still wanna give me the present .. i'm ok with it .. i'm still free anytime to get it from ya . No harsh grudges .. :) ~ School in a week . yeah .. new life awaits baby !! can't wait to make friends ... and of course meet that angel of mine . Hope .. pray .

posted by Ben @ 6/19/2004 08:53:00 PM