rockin' my world.

Crossroads .

Eternal Dragon .Undying Spirit .

Ran about 14k today .. the longest i have ran in my life .. during the run back .. i almost couldn't take it .. my mind was numb .. and i couldn't even focus..it could be lately i'm feeling weak .. about to fall sick le i guess .. i have been going gym for 7 days a week ...

U know , i have always wanted to tell u ( Ci Yu ) .. u know .. bout Utopia . This place may never exists , and u may think that u will never ever see that place in ur life .. well , i just wanna tell u , as long as u believe in Utopia , in your heart , it will exist. and u will see it one day .

Well , life can bring u down .. but as long as you believe , it will come true too . So don't give up on Utopia all right ?

As we were running , all of us were feeling very tired .. and i told jia hui and jian sheng .. " Jia you ! wo men shi meng nan xiu oh ! " haha .. then after that .. we were running like mad dogs ..

i've just realised something . i can't let go of bball at all . i can't be like JS . Bball was once in my life . but it will forever be . i really wish to play bball like what i did in the past with Lian Hua Dang . or meet new people .. i really miss the feeling of flight . and i promised myself that i must slam dunk it . well ..

Life's been pretty smooth sailing lately .. projects .. dragonboat .. and i have to admit , i miss NCC . i miss everybody ..

a mth 14days . Wonder will this year be different .. i'm not too sure . there isn't anyone who really did anything for me b4 . except ying hui la .. she did a bottle full of stars all that .. to hope that i get thru that tough obstacle in my life .. well .. thanks for that anyway ! although it was 3 years ago ..

i blogging off .. bro's scolding ..

posted by Ben @ 9/23/2004 10:23:00 PM