rockin' my world.

Happy moments don't last ?

Monday .. Monday Blues ..

Today ain't a very happy day.. first is that i didn't see her , next is that .. she is starting not to reply some of my msgs .. i don't know whether it's me being too sensitive or what .. but .. i'm troubled over this ..

I looked at my hp .. every hour .. every 20 mins .. every 10 mins .. even every few minutes .. still nothing .

my mind can't set at ease .. i don't know why .. but .. am i in love ?

i remembered i said such a sentence before " i may not be perfect , but i'll be perfect for u . "

There are always happy moments in my life .. people and moments that make me smile.. but it's not perfect .. it can only be perfect with her . Is this another long wait ? or will there be a miracle soon ? I hope and pray , it's soon ..

If i could take her away with me , i'll ask her to fly away with me , to look for that perfect world , no troubles . no worries . That place .

" ALways LOOk on the Bright Side of LIFE ! " i'll remind myself of this always ! Life can be dull , life can be sad , life can be meaningless , but life is beautiful ! and i won't let go of this gift .

Hope tomorrow will be a better day ! May Heaven hear my prayers and send a miracle down soon ..

posted by Ben @ 9/13/2004 09:24:00 PM