rockin' my world.

A time for a change .

Woo hoo .. dragon boat camp just ended ! equals to hell just ended ... oh man , they said this was just this beginning ! but i feel good ! i feel incredible .. muhaha. ..

Had a fever on friday .. the day before the camp .. didn't tell my parents though .. cause they wouldn't allow me to go for the camp the next day ... so sorta forced myself to do every excercise ...no matter how tough it was .

Long distance run in the morning was bad enough .. then Conditioning ... was crazy too . Then next up ... Sea Rowing !! In that section .. i gave up after 2 sets of 1000m . Really cannot take it .. fever plus headache .. somemore my whole junior team wanted to win the senior team ... i can't pull them back as the pacer . one of the most impt guy on the boat . I don't wanna cause them to lose . So i backed out .

Reached school ... quickly rushed to take some panadol .. then Conditioning by Ah Huat ... haha .. this one is totally crazy ! push-ups maniac ! My arms almost died .. haha ..

Then after the "lecture session " by ah huat ... was time to get some rest and sleep ... but .. some of the guys were like so so so so so hungry ! Then we heard we were forbidden to go out and eat ... we were like " OH MY GOD !!! "

But heard that some guys didn't give a damn and wanted to go out le ... then william went upstairs to check it out ... we told him , if really can go out , tell us .. Then he never returned to us .. but they did go out to get some food in the end .. William la ! never come tell us ... straightaway chiong Go Mac ....

Had a tough nite sleeping ... my feet very cold .. cause i was wearing track pants and jacket .. that jian sheng la ! Keep pulling the blanket ... idiot ! Jun wei and me keep complaining the next day ...

Today was gym in the morning and some games stuff .. woo hoo , morning was no kick ..
Then next was .. Sea rowing again ! But i felt so much better but still a little unwell .. i pushed myself to the limit .. didn't want the team to lose u know ? so i gave all i got ... Good job guys !

So tired ... my bro called me up after my camp to irritate me bout some shit ... bout the bike locker . I'm sick and tired of his shit . I'm gonna give him a piece of my mind if he dares give me attitude tonight . Tonight , i'm on fire !

I guess it's time for a change . Maybe learn some time management ... learn to be a better guy . Learn how to study .

I think i've make some progress . I wasn't as impatient and bad tempered b4 ... but i'm still am ! haha .. so i hope to change that too ! Be a patient and better tempered guy .. meditate if i have to ! =)

Yup .. thanks pame , i know , life is beautiful . I guess it's just some changes i need to make to myself ... Learn how to be optimistic too !

Maybe enjoy my singlehood at the moment ... way to go Ngee Ann Dragonboat !

posted by Ben @ 10/24/2004 09:04:00 PM