rockin' my world.

Cold world . But flame in my heart's still burning .

Thanks Ci yu for your encouragement .. i really appreciate it ..

after yesterday's training .. my body was full of bruises , cuts , blisters .... not to forget my butt ! haha ..

hmm , i guess i have to tell myself to cheer up . No one can pick me up , unless i pick myself up isn't it ? Kristie was right ... we have to live our life to the fullest ... we shan't waste time .

I've decided . I'm gonna join the subaru Impreza WRX challenge . I guess nothing can stop me from having a car . Even if stamina takes me out , i'm still gonna stand . Nothing can fight my passion for cars . Somemore my bro encourages me to join .. why ? cause if i win , he can use my car , that's why ! haha ..

Haha .. Ci Yu , i understand how u feel about the 2 uh-huh uh - huh .. saw your blog .. i know you cannot help but feel disgusted .. this is the world i guess .. u cannot stand that girl .. i cannot stand the other one .. haha .. Same thing too , i feel like disgusted , like what u said , feel like vomitting . haha ..

U know , actually , you should express whatever u feel in your blog .. cause keeping it all inside yourself isn't very good .. maybe u can get someone to talk to .. don't fret , it's not gossipping or whatever .. and there won't be retribution . That's what i believe .

Luckily OCOm is over.. so i don't need to see that girl anymore ... haha .. my friends were very buay song after i told them bout the incident that she called me ... my friends were like " WHAT THE HELL!!! *$%53^&* U call her then ask her call back your HP LA ! " haha ...

What a day .. i woke up .. had breakfast .. then i played a little of CS first then move on to project .. haha .. not really do project right away arh .. i was chatting on msn with Ci Yu ... then i move on to project after quite SOME time ... then after project .. go to the gym with derrick and JS ..

After gym .. family went out to eat buffet at some thai restaurant .. haha .. i was ike the "dustbin " .. whatever they order liao .. cannot eat finish , it's up to clear the thrash ... then right now .. i'm feeling so full .. i have a pretty weak digestive system i guess .. haha .. but i have a huge appetite !

Hmm .. What's wrong with HX again ? haha .. she seems to have many troubles in the heart always .. Look on the bright side of life dude ! I guess u always pick the wrong guy .. but sometimes there are so many wonderful guys out there , and u don't even look into this grp ... open your eyes wider all right ? you gotta learn how to differentiate which are the good guys and the bad guys .. u know ?

So life goes on ... my heart still beats . And that's great ...

A guy just knocked on my door .. a teen selling ice cream .. he tried to persuade me .. but he was polite .. i liked his style . He keep asking me to buy but .. haha .. i don't have the mood to eat ice cream somemore i don't have money .. but he's a good guy i guess . The other guy .. i didn't buy from him .. he walked away and shouted some vulgarities ... hey , don't think i'm a guy to be played with ..

Haha .. i'm a guy who is particular about service .. cause when i was a waiter .. service was a constant factor in my mind . Smile and be polite ! Well .. of course , people loved me .. hehe .. and my managers loved me too .. but soon i left .. i felt real bad .. cause they were treating me like their own le ... but i'll back always to help out . Somemore i'm popular around there .. the people next door came over just to see me on my 2nd day of work .. even the manager ! haha .. they spreaded that there was a handsome guy next door .. so the next door cafe people in to see me ... they were mad ! haha .. i'm not that handsome anyway ...

Well , i bet my class girls strongly disagree bout this .. Ya LA ! i look like shit ! all right ? haha ..

Final fantasy 7 , i cannot wait for it to be out ! It's just too spectacular .. well , i'm off .. my entry already so long liao .. haha ... :)

posted by Ben @ 10/03/2004 08:14:00 PM