All is over . a new beginning awaits .
NCC annual camp is over . Well .. that's a breather ... and i also had a lot of fun with the CLTs . i will miss the times i spent at NCC .After this camp .. i'll be back to my Dragonboat and poly life ... my dyed hair life as well .. my look good life .
Life goes on ... gotta start mugging ... start studying and all that ... and find a way to spend christmas and new year ! gotta start cracking brains now ...
It was just a blink of an eye and another year is over .. well .. that's fast ... So much has happened in my life in just a year . I can say this is a pretty nice year for me . thank god for that .
Well in a year .. i lost a lot too . A lot has changed ...
When i was in PHs during the camp .. i recalled the times in sec sch . my NCC pals ... everyone else . it was just a year since i graduated ... and it was so fast . Time passes so fast . And soon , i'll be already a working adult . Dad was right ... time never waits .
And also .. when wei ling and gang was in sch , it reminded of our relationship . Well , some how or rather , i started feeling sad again . i'm not too sure of myself as well .. But i blamed myself for being so childish . so stupid .
There are many things ... that i lost .. is not because Heaven took them from me .. it's because .. i discarded them myself .
I don't know ... i'm tired . Hearing all bout society .. makes me so stressed thinking bout my future . How i'm gonna compete in this society . If times and technology freezes . how good will that be .
And soon ... i'm gonna be 18 .. and that means ... i can drive !!!
i'm a weird guy ... i want time to fly fast .. yet complain that it's too fast . i guess i wanna hold on to my teens tight . If only time can fly all the way back to the time when i was a kid .
Hmm ... i just strained my left arm ... and the worst is .. i also don't know why ! haha .. it better recover b4 training on tuesday ... Dragonboat starts again !
oh well ... i wonder what the future hold for all of us . Am i ever gonna find the person i love soon ? are we gonna excel in our studies ? Will the distance between me and my lian hua dang gang drift so much further apart ? am i gonna play basketball again in my life ?
Haha ... hmm .. i'm starting to think bout Wei Ling again .. haha , arrrGGgHHH ! shldn't think bout it anymore .. i has caused me enuf depression and pain .. i don't wanna be Bo Liao to go think bout it again ... haha , make urself SAd for nothing .. it's all in the past ... let's move on ..
hmmm ... haha ,i'm so in love with the song by backstreet boys " how did i fall in love with you " .. i think i'll be crazy enuf to play it in my wedding . i will sure do that !
Oh well , i think i gotta sort out my tots ... and spend the new year in a joyous mood ... can't wait !
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