Lan Tian . Sunshine after the rain .
Just came back from ncc though .. did nothing ! haha .. wasted my time . woke up today at 11 .. actually 10 .. but too tired le .. so set alarm to 11 .. then forced myself to wake up ... yawnx .. still tired now ...School's gonna start in more than 24 hours .. woo hoo ! this sucks baby ! haha ..
Pame :.Kexin , this is for u .
Hmm .. don't blame urself when sometimes u get so sick of life .. and u just simply snap at anyone when they show concern to u .. esp when they are ur family .. it's ok . It's human nature . u just wanna be left alone don't ya ?
I have such times too .. that i knew it right inside of me .. what i was doing , was totally wrong ... and Mum got very worried bout his son ... but she can't do anything bout it . She knew her son was going thru a tough time .. and the only thing she can do is pray or hope .
Well .. when such times happen .. i always tell mum , that i hope she doesn't nag at me for today .. that my mood is bad or whatever .. i don't wish to pick a fight with them blah blah .. u get what i mean ? let them know why they shouldn't bother u ... they'll respect ur decision and don't take things to heart .
there are times .. God seems to be playing with ya . I guess we're not just the ones going thru this . I guess everyone are going thru this crap too . We all wished for answers from heaven .. but we never recieved any . But as we go through life ... time ... the answers become clearer . And that is up to u to go discover them .
i know how it feels to get played by Heaven , God , fate ... And it totally sucks . it makes u feel that you're so sick of life , that life is meaningless .
hmm bout love ... i just wanna tell u , you've gotta to let go of the past . Look at it this way , we're still at our teens . Me 17 , u 18 . How old are our parents ? 40 50 ? See , we still have such a long way to go . Life goes on , no matter what . It's a matter whether we wanna be determined , to move on , to let go . Love doesn't end here , love goes on for a very very long time in our lives . So take it easy ! Look on the bright side of life ! Time may move very slow , but it actually doesn't . love will come to u one day . Trust me .
As for yourself .. yup , sometimes u can find that u love others more than urself ... that's true . cause that is me too . It's natural .. unless you're an evil person .. haha ..
I also wanted to be a perfect man . I tried . but reality caught up with me . I ain't . U see ... u can't be a perfect girl in every guy's eyes . But there will be one guy , the one , who will find u perfect . So relax and wait for him to come by . Haha , imagine if every girl were to find me perfect , won't i be a very lucky man ?
And just to let u know ... i care for u too ! cause i'm ur friend . i'll be there for ya . haha .. that goes out to any humans out there too .. unless you find me a neurotic mess and a nonsensical talker so u don't wanna talk to me , i guess that's fine ! haha ... Told ya , no matter how late it is in the nite , no matter where u are . I'll be right there . =)
Haha .. i feel great .. i'm having a pretty nice break after dragonboat .. it's time to move on to school ! but YAwnx ~! life is so boring ! haha .. my bro is getting moody lately ... man , why can't he be a better person ! haha , if he ever ignites fire in his brother , he's gonna be DEAD ! haha .. cause this is a 17 year issue . i had enuf ! haha ... but i guess i won't kill him anyway . i'm not jia en , a guy who lives to kill his Bro .. haha ..
ok , time to end this crap . I still have a long day ahead of me ... and a long nite !
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