i feel like a little child , life has just begun .
Ok .. enough talk bout christianity .. i just realised , i shouldn't hate christianity ... let people believe in what they believe in . Just like what i believe in . There's nothing wrong , it may sound consoling that there's at least someone who loves them , or watching over them . oh well ...hmm , i have no idea why i'm not in high mood today ... well , can't say i'm buay song and angry .. or sad .. just a little lost i guess .
Well , i guess i was overboard today in sch . haiz ...
What's wrong with me today ? the guys are getting overboard with the "kim " issue as well ... haiz ... although i'm unhappy inside , although i'm a man who can't stand people stuffing words into my mouth ... as least it brings laughter to the guys .. well ... i guess i still can tolerate and smile along with them ...
every night , i look up on my wall . i see 4 posters . 3 final fantasy 8 and one cyndi ... and the first poster writes .. " i'll be here . For what ? ... i'll be waiting ... if you come here , you'll find me ... i promise "
hmm , this seriously embeds a lot of meaning into my life ...
you know , i think my life is a mistake , but as long as it's not too late ... i still can turn things around ... well , i think i feel only love from my parents .. i nv get to feel love from friends or my girl friends .. i have only felt it within myself ...
yup , piak , guess you're right .. i think too much ... for now that is ...
Life is never a bed of roses , that i gotta agree with you Andy .
Oh well , i guess life is a long journey , so i shan't fret when i lose patience on the search of her ... it might be a long long way ... or just a breath away , to where you are .
i hope i can meet someone like Kyoko in the initial d series , someone who loves cars as well .. and can share my passion and understands why i have the need for speed .. and don't stop me from that . i may have huge responsibilities in my life ... but if she understands me in that sector , she'll be the bestest person to be the one to spend my life with . Not every girl can . i guess almost none .
Me living in a fantasy world ? well .. you can say i am , but i know i'm not ..
my left arm is injured . i don't exactly know what's wrong .. but it's stopping me from all my vigurous workouts . i'm pumping myself with as much nutrition , calcium and protein .. but doesn't seem helpful at all . this better not become a permanent injury . i already spoilt my legs . i cannot afford to lose any more assets .
oh well .. ming tian hui gen hao ... give me a good day tomorrow baby ! i shall vent all my frustration in the gym tml ...
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