rockin' my world.

ACT 5. - Tomorrow never dies .

well ..i feel a little better now ...having dragonboat later .. tiredx ..

watched spiderman 1 yesterday night ... learnt quite a few new things from the show though ..

I should cheer up .. maybe tell myself the words i always use to console myself ... Although how rough life can get , i must go on . Until my body fails , that's the day my heart will die . I guess , i can only find the answer further on in my life , not here . So i must live on on the search for my purpose ... to get the reasons why i have such a life .

Tomorrow's gonna be Sunday .. hope to spend some time with Dad and Mum .. recently on pretty good terms with my bro .. that's great .

I guess there's just this empty hole in my heart , i just gotta move on with life to fill it up .. Although heaven may deny me and everything else , i must brave everything that stands in my path , alone it shall be , with buddies it shall be .

People change , and i must know that . I guess i should learn to forgive and forget ...

Well , i believe the wounds in my heart will be healed one day .. i'm sure ... Ming Tian hui gen hao . For the time being , shall concentrate on studies and dragonboat .. nothing else .

posted by Ben @ 1/08/2005 01:21:00 PM