rockin' my world.

ACT.13 - We'll See Heaven.

Very peh chek bout da fact that cannot dl anymorre movie or videos ... my initial D 4th Stage !!!! How to watch ???! alamak ... now so exciting then like that .... want to cry liao .. haha ...

Well , so May Anne , you're still with Jeremy eh ? i can't say much and i can't oppose ... well , i hope you know what you're doing , cause it seems to me you ain't . i'm no longer gonna treat u like you're mine or my own , you make decisions for urself . My hand for you will always be there to save you , but it's matter whether u wanna grab it . I won't go the extra mile this time and get into all that shit again . U make your own decision , i shan't interfere . You die , suffer , i can't do anything as well . As i have said , Everyone chose their own path . You did for yourself as well .

You messed things up for 1 or 2 years .. and if u wanna cont. , i have no comments .. well , tink bout it . Make sure that's what u want , told ya , i hope my friends are free from regrets .

Hmm , woke up this morning , had a little tiff with mum ... cause i was just gaming for a while and she expects me to do housework and all that right away ... i sure have no life sia .

Monday = School , Gym
Tuesday = School , Dragonboat . 8a.m occupied til 11.00pm
Wednesday = School , Gym
Thursday =School , Dragonboat .
Friday = School ,Gym
Saturday = Dragonboat
Sunday = Housework and a day doing no shit cause i have no plans .

Man .. what kind of life am i leading ? Even if i have no dragonboat .. that's much worse .

I sort of lost faith in many things . I can't say i have faith in myself in love anymore . I don't have faith in many things ... What's happening to me ?

So am i Still alone ? I may have my buddies ... but are they described as " buddies " inverted ? i wonder if they take me for granted ... i guess i have too many questions . Too much unsaid and undone . Squall Leonhart in Reality ? could be ..

Well , Thinking too much le bah ? maybe .. i guess should be as well . But there must be a reason why i'm thinking this much as well .

At least i've got an answer from myself bout a certain issue . Decided and shan't change it .

posted by Ben @ 1/21/2005 01:09:00 PM