rockin' my world.

ACT.547 - beyond limits.

i'm heading to thailand this week for yet another bigger challenge . this time the exercises will be much bigger , and crazy .

well , if so many people gone through it , i bet i can too . haha. but i'm feeling all numb about it. Nope , i'm not excited about it . Neither fearful of it.

the army really brought me to a much higher level . actually i should say the officer training phase.

My ncc days were tough and mentally challenging. My dragonboat days were crazy physically as well as mentally .

But they have yet trained me enough to be here . As i was an appointment holder ( kind of like a management committee thing ) , all the pressure was on me and all that. It was way beyond my limits .

I almost went into depression. i could no longer smile or joke like last time . for 5 weeks . my weekends were depressing even .

But now my appointment is over , i'm back to a regular cadet . :) hopefully no more confinements and all that , so i can meet all my friends and people i haven't caught up for a long time .

i'm back to my old life for now . :)

posted by Ben @ 4/25/2008 12:35:00 PM