rockin' my world.

i'm getting out of hand .... my temper goes off now very easily ... my dear frens .. please forgive me if i ever ever scream at u .... cos i dun mean to ..it's just that ..... i'm getting a little way off ..perhaps of the troubles that never seem to go away in both mind and heart ... i still feel weak in the heart ... i'm also lost ... confused .. my mind cannot work well lately .... cos .. i can see whether ... there is hope in the both of us ... and it's pretty hurting ... and the worst is .. i have no one to confide in .... cos they dun really understand ... Hui xuan ? nah .. i dun wanna trouble her ... Adelene .. she's working .. and she has problems of her own .. so how .. all i can do .. is just to sort out my own tots .. and recover .. both mind and body ... getting pretty unwell lately ... Hope to get better lohz..since work may be coming ... i don't wanna worry my parents ... but still .. my heart still feels pretty weak .. i don't know why .. sometimes have difficulty breathing .. damn ! what's happening ! and guess what my dear edwin .. thanks for sliding me when i'm gonna jump and lay the ball ... now my toes are sprained and they have an incredible blue black .... Back to the subject ... yup..ying hui .. u are right ... life ain't all bout girls .. i know .... but ..it's hard to explain . Ain't life so boring now .... wanna get out of such a life .. stop thinking bout everything ... ytd .. i laid down on the bball court .. look right above .. the Skies .. clouds .. stars ... the feeling was just incredible .. if only i could watch the skies with u ... be carefree always .... off from troubledland . All i hope ... is for me to get better ... i don't wanna worry my parents if anything happens to me .. get these temper problem off me .. i dun wanna scold my frens for nothing ...really ... so please.. get these out of me !

posted by Ben @ 1/11/2004 12:47:00 PM