rockin' my world.

No .. They are getting me .. ~~ Sorry ... cause i may fall .. Thoughts haunt me ..nightmares ruin my sleep ... sleepless nights got me bad ... and no matter how well hui xuan bring me away from them .. i go back to them .. i can't run away ... i can't ... everyday .. it seems like ..i'm walking to them everyday .. no matter how hard i resist them ... i'm getting nearer .. it will be the end . They have drawn my soul first ... tore out my heart to make me can't feel .. next .. they will take away that beat of my heart . No .. no ... please .. someone come and save me ... each and each day pass by , i'm a step nearer to them . This explains why i told , i have lost my soul . i'm gonna lose my ability to talk soon ... They are getting me . i need an angel ... to save me . ~ Thoughts crawl into my mind no matter what i do .. no matter how hard i stop thinking ... they are soon gonna take over my mind .... it's so scary .. ~ i did not know that there will be a day that i will lose my soul . That my heart will die . ~ Every morning i wake up .. this sickness ..this unwellness within me gets stronger everyday .... There's nothing i can do . It's not fever ... it's not cough all these . it just makes me sick .. not able to move well .... ~ i'm sorry Girl .. if i ever fall .... please forgive me . it will mean ... they have caught me . And i may not be able to fight back then .. cause it will be too late .... too late to bring back my soul , my heart . I need an angel .... i really do need an angel .. to stop this darkness from taking over me ... ~ Satan ? Mei Ling said it was satan's doing ... and say don't listen to them .. but .. i can't .. he's too strong ... i'm losing out in this war .. He's also frying my mind ... brainwashing me ... He has tore out my heart ... now what is left in me .. is just that beat of my heart .. once that is gone .... i will be gone . i'm so vulnerable ... i cannot fight , i can do nothing . Darkness ..is covering that ray of light from the sky ... ~ My dear Friends ... i'm sorry .. that there is nothing u can do to save me .. it will take everyone to save me .. not one man , not one lady alone . only an angel ... and everyone ... can take darkness away from me .

posted by Ben @ 1/29/2004 10:27:00 AM