rockin' my world.

Wake up once again ... Cold . yesterday .. after i've used the net ... i just felt so down ... just want to have a nice chat with someone ... no one comes by ..beverly ..nah .. think she got school ... Adelene not at home .. precilla...don't dare call ..so late liao .... but .. i really needed someone .. thoughts just ran wild .. heart never calms down . Hui xuan said she could ..but i've said ...i don't wanna spoil anybody's day/programme bcos of me .. cos u were watching tV .. but we still end up on the phone .. really thank God that u came along and pick me up from the endless pit .... i thought i may not be able to really chat ..and end up wasting each other's time .. but u just cheered me up with your crap .. thanks anyway! i'm still facing life ..with this deep hole in my heart..how much longer can i hold on .. trying my best ...not to fall .... hold on .Heart bleeds .. it's draining my last bit . Not gonna make it .

posted by Ben @ 1/14/2004 10:24:00 AM