rockin' my world.

Run away ... is all i wanna do now ... But .. Shouldn't u bravely face reality ? run away to a world where all the truth is hidden .. u really want that ? but .. i can't take one more shot .. one more shot in the heart ... and my heart will fail ... i have taken too many shots ... ~ No .. Tell urself boy .. u can do it !! u jolly well know how many girls out there are interested in u .. but u know .. who is in ur heart ! no one else but her ... no girl out there can replace her .. ~ i have to stand up ... and continue walking .. no matter what comes in my way .. i know i have to stand and go on ...~ Initial D .. i lost . For the first time .. i'm beaten ... but i will still walk . I gave up my initial D .. i said .. i wanna save money .. so i can bring her on food tours .. great food everywhere .. for my passion , i wanna give it up . it's the only thing that can thrill me for my passion .. but sorry , i'm giving it up ... Giving up my Rx-7 . bye ... ~~ Wan hua told me .. yes .. you must do the thing .. u cannot do .. Yeah .. i must revive my heart again ... for the sake ofe one i like .. i have to be strong ! i can't be weak ... ~ Heaven .. i just really wish .. for one time .. that i can speak with u .. i have said .. for the girl that i love .. anything she ask .. i'll do .. but .. whatever u are doing .. i don't get it ... i just don't get it .. yes , i do wanna be a pilot . But u really wanna give me my career than give me my family ? my kids ? my wife ? i don't want a good career or whatever shit ... i just want the girl i love ... Take my career away k .. ~~ Yes .. i have always wished for a good career .. for a rx-7 .. for my dream car .. the thing i always wanted .. but i rather u take rx-7 away .. ~ thinking too much ... all i have to do .. is just face reality . Take whatever comes ... although i jolly well know .. my heart cannot take it .. it cannot take any more shots .. but who cares now ... if it has to die than let it die .. i'm staying ! no way am i running ... ~~ If she is not the one .. i just wanna encourage myself .. to move on ... it's just not ur time .. i know .. U wanna love someone so much ... but .. be patient .. step by step .. Let heaven decide.

posted by Ben @ 4/16/2004 10:38:00 PM