rockin' my world.

The misery increases . ~ I will not give out my blogger website anymore . bcos i can't really express myself when too many people knew . Yes , i like to say it all out , let's say i'm unhappy with someone , i like to shout to him in the face . telling how F*** up he is , and why . But i don't wanna spoil the friendship between us , i want the person to change , but will people think this way ? ~ i have been spending hours and hours on my stupid CIP project . so burnt out , so tired . spending about 12 hours or more . My mind is dead . i need a refresher . Going to the gym in the evening . ~ my bro is right . Poly , not every class mate is cooperative . Not every class mate is productive , contributive . Guess it's a one man world always . ~ Regretted studying last min for last year . i shouldn't be in this stupid course , i should be in Aeronautical . Mistakes . Stupid mistakes . how dumb i was . Now i realise the importance of time . i'm trying my best to motivate myself to strive hard . ~ Air Force . Mazda . 2 destinations . ~ Actually , i don't really wanna go overseas to study . i don't bear to leave my buddies , my family . it sucks when it has to go this way , just for ur future . Hope i can carve a way out here in Singapore . my Passion lies overseas , but i rather choose family , friends , country to my passion . ~ i just hate poly life right now . i need a breather . there's so much i wanna say . but there's a limit .. And that sucks .

posted by Ben @ 8/11/2004 08:51:00 AM