Long Juan Feng
my mood is flucuating lately .. feeling all right .. then next i can be sad .. what's happening ..Why do i see everyone in their happy love stories .. while i'm here .. Life is just so disappointing ..
God doesn't give me a chance to heal my wounds .. so what does he want ? does he understand what i have been through ? Send me some answers please . i need some answers for my life . Why do i have such fate ? That i'm against all odds ? Am i some special guy ? Or the One to save the world ? i don't think so right ?
Everytime i fall in love with someone .. she never feels the same way . u guys can say maybe something's wrong with me ... this this that that .. but in this case , it ain't . And i know , the fact that love cannot be forced .
Why do i have such fate ? Never be able to be together with the one i love ? Forbidden love ? or is Heaven forbidding me to feel love ?
What kind of life am i leading ? i need some answers ...
Troubles . One go and one come . Well .. that's life isn't it ? so sad ..
I Wanna scream my lungs out now ! i really cannot take this feeling ! i wanna go nuts and i am going nuts ! No one cares ...
Heaven .. please stop torturing me . i really cannot take it anymore . First u put me up with an incident i never imagined would happened to me . U Were the one that Allowed him to take away my heart ,mind and soul . SO what's next ? another test ? are u challenging my life ? I fought a impossible battle and are u gonna put me through another one ? sorry , miracles don't happen twice .
What's up with ya anyway ? i'm so sick of life man . SO so so sick . if u want to , just kill me anyway , i don't give a damn since that is what u always wanted to do . I don't care . if not , give me a change in fate .
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