rockin' my world.

ACT.20 - I got Lost halfway .

Had a chat with May Anne today .. i felt like sorting things out with her .. well , as far as i'm concerned , things are coming up to one piece right now .. things are getting clearer ... things we needed to clarify and all that ..

i'm not sure whether we can be like how we were b4 .. things don't look good on my side ... but i'm trying .

i think mertice is right , sort things out , don't drag such things along ... They are burdens instead if you don't do anything bout it ...

Well , i think i should start talking to my bro bout my personal problems .. instead i feel he is also one of the best people i can talk to ..and Martin as well ..

Family is what i cherish most right now . All of a sudden , i feel like telling things to my mum and dad .. i wanna tell them how i've been , how my life is like .. what i'm experiencing .. who i wanna be in the future . how much i love cars ... how crazy i am over Mazda and all that . i have never felt so comfortable with my family b4 . and i'm really grateful for this =)

i guess on my next holiday trip , i'm gonna give Mum a card , to tell her how much i love her . it's something i really wanna say , but can't really get myself to say it .. muhaha .. this is such a good plan ...

Well , to be very frank , i'm very grateful for having such friends from poly esp my classmates . After coming to this course , i don't regret giving up the course at NYP . what can i say ? i can only thank heaven for this blessing ! haha ..

sometimes .. you don't need a miracle in your life . You just gotta look around you . and take some time to think bout it . Do a little of soul searching and sort your thoughts out . You'll get it . now i know why there are no miracles in life . Cause you don't need one .

posted by Ben @ 2/01/2005 01:24:00 AM